making up for what you can't see

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task 5: fanfiction

my name is y/n. i'm a freshman in circusiology university, majoring in clownery.
i don't really have much friends as you already can tell from any cliche fanfictions, i'm not like any other girls.
i listen to emo songs and dress like goth e-girls. i wake up at 7 everyday, even when class starts at 7:15. and i always tie my hair up in a high ponytail.
that is, until one day i bumped into my senior and dropped my books in the hallway when i was almost late to class. pepsi oppa, he's that very popular senior everyone has a crush on.

y/n, internally: aish, pabo-ya.. you just had to drop your books in front of pepsi oppa, huh?!
pepsi: aigoo, gwaenchana? you must be y/n, right..?
y/n: n-neh.. how do you know my name, oppa?
pepsi: let's just say you've been catching my attention? /winks/
pepsi oppa then left me alone while looking like a fool.

anyways, i made it to class last minute before my clown professor came in.
i can't focus on the lectures today because i can't stop thinking about pepsi oppa.. eotteohke?
does pepsi oppa like it when i look like this? maybe i should change my appearance to appeal oppa..

lunch time
i went to sit alone at the corner until someone approached me.
yes, it's pepsi oppa.

pepsi: can i sit here?
y/n: ah, sure..

and so he did.

y/n, talking to herself: this is so awkward. eomma, help me..
pepsi: did you say something?
y/n: aniya, oppa.

then we continued to eat in silence, before..

pepsi: hey, you know.. the moment you stepped in, i couldn't stop thinking about you. i wonder if you feel the same way and if we should, you know, go on a date? keke, eottae?
y/n, shocked: omo?! oppa.. are you jinjja jeongmal for realz?
pepsi: neh, y/n. saranghae.
y/n: k-kya, of course i want to.
pepsi, about to leave the table: good. meet me at 8 today, arasseo? /chu/
y/n, blushng: arasseo, oppa. see you.

and we started going on a date and two, three..
anyways, now i dress like cute tumblr girls and only listen to sappy love songs, all for pepsi oppa.
and we're now a thing, hehe. /shy/

the end .. unless?

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this is probably a chance for me to say a word or two.. i just want to say thank you to everyone for making this place able to be called Home.
and, i'm terribly sorry if i happen to miss any of your indirects or mentions. also if you happen to notice, i'm pretty horrible when it comes to replying messages.. haha..
i'm really sorry if i still have yet to reply your dms..
a little note for everyone: i may not always be here 24/7, but you could always or drop by to say hi if you want to! i'm not scary i swear, haha..
or if anything goes wrong, don't ever hesitate to come to me as i'm only a dm away. i'll try my best to get to you as soon as possible.
i wish i could say something to every one of you, but unfortunately, i just can't brain..
with that being said, i'm thankful to be a part of #RtnNation. #HeartSigns3rdWin.

hey, miss popular?!
honestly, i think that nickname is a given since you're very easy to talk to.
anyways, quick thanks to you for dragging me here during my jobless days..
we've known each other for a quite while now
and not to go sappy and overboard or something, but i'm really thankful we're friends.
l*v u, xo.

hi, bf. /shy/
about to go personal, but it's really funny how we met not knowing each other and now we only know how to clown each other. 😭
you always laugh at my jokes even when they don't make sense at all, thank you. xD
ily, bro.

oh, miss yeeun, the hottest girl.. i'm feeling so nervous as i type now..
Anyways,
i just want you to know i really appreciate you, even thoough you always clown me.. Out of Love, i hope.
we don't talk a lot, i think a part of it is on me for not replying to your dms.. /the i cannot see meme/
still, ily or sumn..

miss eunseo, rtn nation's ccer?!
i know our conversations don't make sense most of the times, but Haha..
no words at how you find me when it's lit rally you.
we have ye to continue the *..
also, miss sleep deprived, try sleeping early maybe?! yes, Sleeping Early does exist, surprisngly.
help, i wish i could say more.

miss sana, i'm sorry if what i'm about to say disappoints you: i'm still a mango hater.
sdhfsd. moving on, i'm so sorry that i took me so long to reply your dms.
but please do know that i appreciate your presence.
i always see you on tl and you always participate in every events and games there, thank you for that.
let's talk more and actually be friends. hopefully i get enough brain juice to reply, hsdhfd.